people I trust -sEung b. Kim

Shit, I am at the point of midlife crisis, but I don't care at all.. I
don't find it very important that I will croak in due time.. that I've
expired half of my life and yet I don't find it requires critical
attention.  Fuck, if I could truly nihilate things I would have 50% of
the cure, so I don't pay attention to these crucial issues.. I dunno,
life is inconveniencing with my faith.. it is better that i didn't
have this faith at all.. but it is rooted deep inside of me so I
succumb to what some of them call delusions.  It's not like my
olfactory senses are off.. because I don't smell shit or see shit when
its not there.. it's what I believe in or the false beliefs I have..
and they debhilitate my life because I am always oscillating around
things that I believe I have answers for in my head.. as such each
time I engage in it, I dig a deeper hole until I am totally caught up
with it.. It's the product of a neurotic mind.  So I make attempts to
cut myself off from the crazy train of thought.. they say my God is a
product of a deluded mind.. I believe i have first hand witness.. I
dunno, it's all too strange but so close to me as well.  Well, it's
pretty fucked that my observations I can never trust.. so I rely on
secondhand advice.. Like I said, if I had a money-making scheme too I
wouldn't see the validity of it.. as with many things.  But I do see
that Dong-Yuk should crash the Mall and give me a box of Godivas.. or
that you should chip in $400 dollars unconditionally so I can crash
the Mall myself.. anyways, see you later.. and go to the Mall.. haul
her ass out of the house with incentive..

-sEung b. Kim
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