just being crabby

i'm spoilering this only because i'll probably end up swearing.. other
than that, i don't think there's any other questionable content..


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ok.. so i'm just being incredibly crabby right now and just want to
blow off a little steam.  I don't really even expect anyone to read and
really pay attention to this.

it's just that right now i'm in a place where i just want to be left
alone.  the current group of alters who are out at the moment are a
group that don't want people trying to help them.  And every little
thing that goes wrong just irritates us.  And the more people try to
make us feel better, the more it pisses us off.  We just want to be
left alone, dammit.

We're in the middle of switching therapists and our old therapist is
trying to be nice and keep track of how we're doing until we can find
someone new, but to be honest, it's just annoying the fuck out of us.
:P  He keeps e-mailing us and asking how we're doing and his secretary
called today to say he was offering to come in early on Wed. so we
could meet at our old time (part of the reason I'm switching is he
changed his hours and they don't work for me). And it's just annoying
me.  Leave me alone, dammit! :P

*sighs*  And our S.O. is trying to help and wants to help us feel
better and that just annoys us too.  And he's trying so hard not to
fall into the "how can I help" mode but that's his nature and so he
just does.  And it just annoys us. *sighs*  We're trying so hard not to
blow up at him cuz we know he's trying not to be irritating and trying
to just accept that we're crabby and try to cheer us up, but he's not
succeeding and we're not succeeding and we JUST WANT TO BE ALONE! ARGH!

But, I have to go to work now... so I have to stop whining now.
*sighs*

Rainstar
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