Re: letting off some steam

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On Aug 13, 11:37 am, Baba Yaga <spamd...@phonecoop.coop> wrote:
> Rainstar <rains...@asarian-host.net> wrote, in
> alt.support.dissociation:
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> >On Aug 12, 4:42 pm, Baba Yaga <spamd...@phonecoop.coop> wrote:
> >> Spoiler on general principles.  I know that's almost as bad as none,
> >> but I simply can't.  If in doubt, don't read it, for the love of mike.
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> >> 1.  Sorry.  I'm doing it again, being a road-hog.  Look in,
> >> rant/shriek/whatever exactly it is I do, ignore others'
> >> rants/shrieks/whatever exactly they are, go away, and don't come back
> >> for days.
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> >This... this is EXACTLY what I was feeling like when I logged onto the
> >group tonight... I need to vent.. but felt guilty cuz I haven't been
> >around in oh.. probably 18 months or so...
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> Think it prolly isn't *that long?

'k.. not quite that long.. but it's been about 10 months since I
posted anything at all and about 14 months since I was actually around
on a regular basis... so not quite that long.. but pretty long.

> Anyway, you get to.  Rather see you venting than you need to and not.

thanks.. it helps knowing things WILL be better but still rough.
Here's hoping it'll go quickly and smoothly.

Rainstar

> >> Feel entirely free to ignore.  It's only a rant.  Because rants are
> >> better than certain other things beginning with r.  [Or not.  I can
> >> see great attraction therein.]
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> >nope.. didn't ignore.
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> <smallsmile>>  thanks.
>
> >> 2.  I'm shattered.  *I haven't got time to be*.  I have too much to do
> >> to be shattered.
>
> >yeah... too much to do... dont have time to be shattered... don't have
> >time to be hurtin' this bad inside..
>
> 8-((  Sorry you hurt.
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> >we're hurtin' pretty bad tonight cuz we wanna be "normal".  we're
> >havin lots n lots n lots of problems with not being "normal" right
> >now.
>
> Yeuch.
>
> >we wanna be able to sleep without a zillion stuffies in the bed.. we
> >wanna be able to go to things like the b*chl*rette party for our
> >future sis-in-law (bro's getting married) without fear that something
> >will happen that will trigger us (like cakes shaped like other things
>
> *Ick*.
>
> >or some kinda gift that triggers us).  we wanna be able to be in a
> >room where someone's watching a movie that even though it's not
> >something we'd ever choose to watch isn't too terribly bad really...
> >we're tired of having to ask ppl to change tv stations or plans
> >because we're triggered and can't handle it.
>
> Sounds like a lot too much triggeriness.
>
> >> 3.  People.  Are exhausting.  Never-endingly.
>
> >oh g*d yes... we just sent an e-mail to a friend to say we're sorry we
> >haven't been able to be very social lately... work requires being
> >social for 8 hours.. 8 hours of public service... am too tired to do
>
> Couldn't.
>
> >anything afterwards.. so very very tired... ppl who don't understand
> >how hard it is not to switch and that kind of thing... even if they're
> >in a public-heavy job.. they don't understand how exhausting it really
> >is...
>
> <<nod>>
>
> >*nods* we work in a library... and i always l*ve the people who want
> >me to waive their overdue fines just cuz they forgot about their due
> >date or because they didn't get their "courtesy" email reminder... I
> >just wanna yell "Take some responsibility for your own actions and
> >life" at them.. but I can't...
>
> "It is regarded as the borrower's responsibility..."
>
> ;-p
>
> >so we understand this too... much much understand.
>
> >> 5.  I am sick to death of being Nice, and amenable, and
> >> ever-frigging-patient, and hearing about other people's bloody wounds
> >> when I'm bleeding to death.  [Yes, this is also exaggeration.]
>
> >*nods* tired of being cheerful all the time.. life isn't cheerful...
>
> No.
>
> >*nods* we hear.  we understand.  we agree.  we hope is better for you.
>
> Will be.
>
> Worked out last night, would be soonest if I could stop having to do
> things and anythinging with people, and concentrate on making things
> better.  Can't.
>
> Hope is better for you, if not yet, before *very long.  (Any length is
> very, for this stuff.  But still.)
>
> Baba Yaga
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