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Re: letting off some steam

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On Aug 12, 4:42 pm, Baba Yaga <spamd...@phonecoop.coop> wrote:
> Spoiler on general principles.  I know that's almost as bad as none,
> but I simply can't.  If in doubt, don't read it, for the love of mike.
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> 1.  Sorry.  I'm doing it again, being a road-hog.  Look in,
> rant/shriek/whatever exactly it is I do, ignore others'
> rants/shrieks/whatever exactly they are, go away, and don't come back
> for days.

This... this is EXACTLY what I was feeling like when I logged onto the
group tonight... I need to vent.. but felt guilty cuz I haven't been
around in oh.. probably 18 months or so...

> Feel entirely free to ignore.  It's only a rant.  Because rants are
> better than certain other things beginning with r.  [Or not.  I can
> see great attraction therein.]

nope.. didn't ignore.

> 2.  I'm shattered.  *I haven't got time to be*.  I have too much to do
> to be shattered.

yeah... too much to do... dont have time to be shattered... don't have
time to be hurtin' this bad inside..

we're hurtin' pretty bad tonight cuz we wanna be "normal".  we're
havin lots n lots n lots of problems with not being "normal" right
now.

we wanna be able to sleep without a zillion stuffies in the bed.. we
wanna be able to go to things like the b*chl*rette party for our
future sis-in-law (bro's getting married) without fear that something
will happen that will trigger us (like cakes shaped like other things
or some kinda gift that triggers us).  we wanna be able to be in a
room where someone's watching a movie that even though it's not
something we'd ever choose to watch isn't too terribly bad really...
we're tired of having to ask ppl to change tv stations or plans
because we're triggered and can't handle it.

> 3.  People.  Are exhausting.  Never-endingly.

oh g*d yes... we just sent an e-mail to a friend to say we're sorry we
haven't been able to be very social lately... work requires being
social for 8 hours.. 8 hours of public service... am too tired to do
anything afterwards.. so very very tired... ppl who don't understand
how hard it is not to switch and that kind of thing... even if they're
in a public-heavy job.. they don't understand how exhausting it really
is...

> 4.  There is absolutely no point in trying to communicate with people.
> [Yes, I realise this is a gross exaggeration.  And that if it were so,
> there would be even less sense in my posting whiny posts than there
> is.  But.]  If one does find some way to point them at exactly the
> thing one needs understood, they'll look straight past it and through
> it to something much more interesting (to them).  [Yes, I realise that
> this is normal human behaviour and that I am as guilty of it as every
> other human.  That doesn't make it better.]

*nods* we work in a library... and i always l*ve the people who want
me to waive their overdue fines just cuz they forgot about their due
date or because they didn't get their "courtesy" email reminder... I
just wanna yell "Take some responsibility for your own actions and
life" at them.. but I can't...

so we understand this too... much much understand.

> 5.  I am sick to death of being Nice, and amenable, and
> ever-frigging-patient, and hearing about other people's bloody wounds
> when I'm bleeding to death.  [Yes, this is also exaggeration.]

*nods* tired of being cheerful all the time.. life isn't cheerful...

> 6.  I wouldn't care if I never censored another word for anyone's
> adjectivally delicate sensibilities.

*nods* *nods* *nods* tired of havin' to watch what i say all the
time...
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> N.  I have had enough.
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> N+1.  I have had a thousand times enough.  And I want an end to it.
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> Baba Yaga

*nods* we hear.  we understand.  we agree.  we hope is better for you.

rainstar

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