• Als Spam markieren
• Beitrag melden

• 
  Diese Gruppe Alles

• Archiv
• RSS-Feeds

• Kontakt
• Hilfe
• Impressum
• Datenschutz

***HUGE SPOILER-MORTALITY*** WAR between alters

We've just found this place with the aid of our beloved Katy, and now
wonder if it will ever be what it could have been for us-our lives are
on the verge of the worst series of disasters we've ever encountered-
even worse than the evil stuff that happened to us as a child, because
everyone involved back then were EVIL, whereas that's not the case
with us, now.  After 10 years of ardent support and understanding and
taking caring of us, the love of our lives (sorry, but in this
situation it seems appropriate to speak in the plural because of the
nature of our problems, and our intense disagreement) has developed,
over time, PTSD and serious depressive/anxiety issues (she was already
untreated bi-polar II) as our caregiver. Sept 10, one of us thought
it'd be a great idea to drink too much (very uncommon for us), getting
us evicted from our home and leaving Katy with nowhere to go but back
to her family in Iowa, leaving me to face a misdemeanor trespassing
charge (I think) and no place to live (and thus none of Katy and our's
stuff). Getting hammered, apparently we drank a toxic quantity,
resulting in our hospitilization for a short time after re-animation
(literally-defib, the works), I came home to find my sweet dog Jessica
had died, our cats (depends on who likes which) are going to be
without a place to go, and my disability is barely enough to keep us
above board normally-this was just too much.  WE ARE TERRIFIED, and
many of us seriously want to commit suicide, even researching methods,
while the rest of us adamently DO NOT WANT TO DIE.  Forgive the
expression, but we are certain that this situation, unless something
changes to amend things, will result in our total insanity, ending up
fish in a state nut-tank for life-hence the many who are considering
suicide. We've been getting meds and therapy for most of our adult
lives (those of us who are adults), and are terrified that seeking
professional assistance will most certainly end us up in the
aforementioned state tank anyway-as I said, hence the faction voting
for suicide.  I KNOW this is way out of most peoples' range to
understand, but I'm hoping someone like us in some way might have
insights we're missing (two heads...). Any suggestioned would be held
dearly to our hearts whatever the eventual outcome.

Antworten