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Re: ***HUGE SPOILER-MORTALITY*** WAR between alters

On Oct 4, 1:34 am, Emerging Butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com>
wrote:
> On Oct 3, 3:45 pm, Majicke <maji...@wmconnect.com> wrote:
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> > We've just found this place with the aid of our beloved Katy, and now
> > wonder if it will ever be what it could have been for us-our lives are
> > on the verge of the worst series of disasters we've ever encountered-
> > even worse than the evil stuff that happened to us as a child, because
> > everyone involved back then were EVIL, whereas that's not the case
> > with us, now.  After 10 years of ardent support and understanding and
> > taking caring of us, the love of our lives (sorry, but in this
> > situation it seems appropriate to speak in the plural because of the
> > nature of our problems, and our intense disagreement) has developed,
> > over time, PTSD and serious depressive/anxiety issues (she was already
> > untreated bi-polar II) as our caregiver. Sept 10, one of us thought
> > it'd be a great idea to drink too much (very uncommon for us), getting
> > us evicted from our home and leaving Katy with nowhere to go but back
> > to her family in Iowa, leaving me to face a misdemeanor trespassing
> > charge (I think) and no place to live (and thus none of Katy and our's
> > stuff). Getting hammered, apparently we drank a toxic quantity,
> > resulting in our hospitilization for a short time after re-animation
> > (literally-defib, the works), I came home to find my sweet dog Jessica
> > had died, our cats (depends on who likes which) are going to be
> > without a place to go, and my disability is barely enough to keep us
> > above board normally-this was just too much.  WE ARE TERRIFIED, and
> > many of us seriously want to commit suicide, even researching methods,
> > while the rest of us adamently DO NOT WANT TO DIE.  Forgive the
> > expression, but we are certain that this situation, unless something
> > changes to amend things, will result in our total insanity, ending up
> > fish in a state nut-tank for life-hence the many who are considering
> > suicide. We've been getting meds and therapy for most of our adult
> > lives (those of us who are adults), and are terrified that seeking
> > professional assistance will most certainly end us up in the
> > aforementioned state tank anyway-as I said, hence the faction voting
> > for suicide.  I KNOW this is way out of most peoples' range to
> > understand, but I'm hoping someone like us in some way might have
> > insights we're missing (two heads...). Any suggestioned would be held
> > dearly to our hearts whatever the eventual outcome.
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> A couple things: The fact that you split into different personalities
> at a young age shows that you already have enormous internal resources
> and coping skills. If you haven't gone insane yet, you're highly,
> highly unlikely to, now. Your established coping mechanism is already
> dissociation. It's probably what saved you from going insane before.
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> Also, like astri said, it's not in the habit of hospitals to keep
> people for more than a short time anymore.
> When we found ourselves researching methods of suicide, we called a
> hospital, or 911 or something, because we realized (the parts who
> really wanted to live) that we needed to be someplace safe so someone
> else inside wouldn't kill us.
> This was a short-term hospitalization that just allowed us to get our
> heads together and figure out what was going on....just enough time
> for us to contain the suicidal alter until someone else inside came to
> take over.
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> I'm sorry -- I know this is an intensely tough time.
> Those are my thoughts --
> I don't know that they'll help, but do want to tell you we care.- Hide quoted text
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At the moment, all I can say is thank you all..I'll try as hard as I
can to stay in there and let you know how it's going...