Re: no more talk

On Aug 5, 12:53 am, "confused" <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com>
wrote:
> cometz wrote:
> > On Aug 4, 12:53 am, "confused"
<nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com>
> > wrote:
> >> astri wrote:
> >>> On Sun, 3 Aug 2008, confused wrote:
> >>>> cometz wrote:
> >>>>> On Aug 3, 11:32 pm, "confused"
> >>>>> <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> wrote:
> >>>>>> we aren't talking about the body anymore. no. we aren't.
no more
> >>>>>> talk. we don't want this stupid body. we can ignore. we
can shut
> >>>>>> it out. we aren't thinking about it or talking about. need
will
> >>>>>> NOT post. we aren't doing it. no and shut up
>
> >>>>>> no no n o stupid body. we can go away from it. we don't
need it.
> >>>>>> it doesn't matter.
>
> >>>>>> we keep losing posts. we keep losing track we keep
switching. we
> >>>>>> started post and lost it
>
> >>>>>> not talking about t going away either. don't care if he
goes
> >>>>>> awya. don't need him. don't need anyone. don't need Need.
she
> >>>>>> can shut up. we are not letting her talk. no. not allowed.
we
> >>>>>> can ignore the stupid idiotic worthless body and
everything it
> >>>>>> feels. we don't care about the stupid body. we aren't
talking
> >>>>>> about it.
>
> >>>>>> shutupshutupshutpupshutpd
>
> >>>>>> can't make me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>
> >>>>>> *I* feel *NOTHING*
>
> >>>> dunno who wrote that. dunno what happened. sorry.
>
> >>> :/
>
> >>> apologies not needed
> >>> but must be a bit scary
>
> >> :/
>
> >> (we exercised)
> >> (But we also ate ice cream because we promised shay so the exercise
> >> wasn't a big deal)
>
> >> want to take benedryl but the others get upset
> >> (you won't stop at 2 tonight, it's not safe)
>
> >>>>> sorry you are having such a hard time. sorry t is going away.
he
> >>>>> will come back. we melt down when t goes away. hate it. the
> >>>>> melting and the away.
>
> >>>> t isn't going away. don't know why that was in there. other people
> >>>> been talking about t going away. :/ guess maybe we are afraid of
> >>>> losing t?
>
> >>> someone there (c?) was talking about him retiring in some years.  :/
>
> >> <sigh>
>
> >> --
> >> "wolfie" of confused
>
> > this might be info that is not useful but tossing it out anyway. most
> > otc meds and also many script meds won't do bad stuff like not being
> > if you take too many. the very big likelihood is of getting really
> > sick and possibly ending up in hsptl. some can even hurt body so much
> > you do permanent damage that will afflict body and/or mind the whole
> > life. not saying you can't get gone with stuff but it is not easy.
> > also the body may also just reject the too much and start sicking it
> > up. basically is not a pleasant thing, just more bad stuff.
>
> is a good reminder. thank you
>
> back when we were really crazy. (believe or not we were much worse) we
> researched all that. we were in this crazy muddle where we knew it wouldn't
> kill us but wanted it to and it was hurtful which seemed good but we were
> taking it so we could go to sleep and not find a more effective way of
> killing ourself.
>
> seems like haven't quite left that all behind yet.
> --
> "wolfie" of confused

believe it or not, i believe you used to be more crazy. (vbg)  been
there, may be headed back there. sigh. in those times of crazier read
a lot about what it would take to get gone and learned this.

i am beginning to wonder when it goes away, the need to be able to
consider being gone?  for most of life have needed it to relieve
anxiety. it has been a contorted form of comfort.

betsy
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