Re: puddles midnight rant

Puddles wrote:
> Puddles wrote:
>> astri wrote:
>>> On Sat, 11 Oct 2008, Puddles wrote:
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>>>> spoiler for triggering rant
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>>>> hate
>>>> tears
>>>> confusion
>>>> frustration
>>>> needy
>>>> whiney
>>>> can't
>>>> help
>>>> won't
>>>> fear
>>>> bigger fear
>>>> small child crying
>>>> hoping
>>>> praying
>>>> trying to make it go away
>>>> trying to not be
>>>> wishing i could
>>>> never brave enough to
>>>> cure wanting to kill the children
>>>> gasoline
>>>> children hiding
>>>> choking
>>>> hurt, devastation, grief
>>>> death
>>>> lost, diss, gone away
>>>> not afraid to die
>>>> afraid to live.
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>>>> why wouldn't i be?
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>>> is powerful rant
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>>> -- astri
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>>>  to email send to astri
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>>>      at volcano dot org
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>> mad
>> angry
>> hate
>> rejection
>> insecure
>> hurt
>> hate
>> mad
>> hate
>> questioning
>> hate
>> need
>> hate
>> mad
>> angry
>> angry
>> hate hate
>> mean
>> hate
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> tired
> broken

Holding bear, feeling little. wishing someone cared about us.
holding bear wishing for the hurts to leave
holding bear trying to understand why we have to hide.
holding bear as tight as i can.
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